It has been awhile since I have posted... the last couple weeks have been a little rough so I have been really trying to sort through my emotions and feelings and trying to figure out who I can trust emotionally. Someone who I thought I could trust (a close family member) completely blew me away with an incredibly insensitive, and just downright mean, comment that I wont even repeat because it was so hurtful. I have been leaning on my husband a lot which I think has brought us a bit closer. He is somewhat uncomfortable with emotions but I had a heart to heart with him and told him that I really need to be able to talk to him about how I am feeling about all this infertility stuff and it has really helped. His nature is to not think about things or talk about things unless he has a solution for it so this has been a little out of his comfort zone. We are both growing through this and becoming closer. So, although I would much rather not have issues with fertility, I am now starting to see that there are some positives that can come out of a bad situation.

On another topic, my husband and I went camping this weekend with his Mother and Sister. The campground was pretty empty so we had a very peaceful and relaxing weekend which is just what I think I needed. I feel good today... relaxed, optimistic, and positive. All of which is a great help to my mental well-being.